pls pray for my grandma.. thanks
...written on Thursday, Apr. 15, 2004, @ 6:37 p.m.
my mum just got home.. grandma got cancer!! i'm kinda shocked.. dunno wad to say now.. mum is calling up all my uncles and aunties informing them bout my grandma's condition.. i prayed just now.. and will definitely pray again.. there's nothing i could do but to pray.. i asked my mum to bring her down to church but she wouldn't.. somehow i know that they will come down when her conditions worsen.. my mum is quite stubborn.. was reading the book "evangelism on fire".. it talked about healings in Africa.. the blind the lame and those who couldn't give birth to children.. Jesus healed them all.. He will work among His pple if we believe in him.. and i do.. i really do..
this week im having some depression again.. wad crap!! everything seemed so slow and wrong.. i missed last week.. something to look forward to, something to do!! after easter, something seemed missing.. thats always the case after my involvement in church.. i overenjoyed myself and after that.. its back to the slow pace world.. facing all the books and homeworks..
school was better recently.. i got more attention than before.. in fact, i got the most attention in class.. but thats not very good cuz i was constantly being jacked.. everyone was suaning me like crap.. about wad?? i shan't say it here.. so embarassing.. and its quite lame too.. but then again.. it feels quite good when u haf all the attention!!
went to the convention center to check out the cca booths and almost everyone who dunno me mistook me as a freshie.. haha.. it was quite funny.. somehow, i was quite flattered.. yup.. they came up to me and i was like erm.. im actually in year 2.. so they were like... BUT u look so young.. haha.. so cool rite.. so i do look like im 17?? haha.. oh man.. come to think of it, i prefer 16.. its the perfect age i think.. the fun and everything.. pple are kinda weird.. when u are young, u wanna grow up faster.. but when u are older, u wanna go back to the past.. we must really cherish wadeva we have before we lose it.. yup!!
having ISSM test on monday and i haven really started studying.. this is the worse subject of the semester la.. the only subject that i din bother to study since the beginning of the term.. every monday there's a 3 hr lesson and i will be like at least 1 hr late.. when i reach the lecture hall, i will either be doing my own stuff or sleeping.. not much diff from being at home but at least i dun feel so bad.. so now.. exams are like 3 weeks away.. its time for me to buck up.. this test is quite impt and i seriously dun wanna get a B for this subject.. its such a sucky grade!! bleah.. my past results are already filled with Bs.. have to depend on the last three sem to pull my grades up.. friday going out for the whole day.. sat having worship trainin sunday going keith's house.. die die.. no time!! i shan't whine now.. better start studying.. haha.. but that will be after my dinner.. and gosh!! i am H U N G R Y !!