yf was fun today until someone had to spoil it!!
...written on Saturday, Apr. 17, 2004, @ 10:11 p.m.
today's yf was fun. I went to church earlier to wrap chrystal's present. i bought three things for her, one of which was a packet of tissue paper, meant to be a joke. unfortunately, someone has to spoil it. i am not blaming her or anything but could u like let me do it my way? sorry for being so direct, in a foul mood now but thats not a very good excuse rite? since this is my blog, i dun really care. u can choose not to read it!!
back to yf:
was suppose to meet up the oikos members at one but apparently, none of them were early except for ivan goh. i was practising the drummings and trying to imitate the music played but ivan. that song, every move i make, found out that it was really fun to play. yup!! really enjoyed that. good things never last dun they? i was so tempted to ask ivan to play that again but he was busy (or i tout he was). anyway, i decided not to cuz i think he finds my playing painful to the ear i reckoned. joash came shortly after and ya. during worship, i screwed everything up, so i din feel like talking after that. actually thats not the main reason. had quite a series of dreams recently and it sorta triggered my depression again. shan't elaborate on that.
the dream i had yesterday:
was on an island with some yfers. the only pple i could remember was the twin towers, timothy, keith and chrystal. we were having a chalet or something. there's this platform that is like 20m above the sea. to cross over there, u have to jump like 2 metres. i was having some trouble then so i tried jumping there and ya. managed to cross over. chrystal came next but she couldn't amke it so she dropped into the sea and managed to swim to the shore after that. the weather was horendous and it was quite dangerous to be outside so ya. decided to get back to the mansion. yup! all of us were staying at this humungous house. so cool. the dumbest thing bout this dream is that chrystal and tim are both my cousins. back to the dream. keith came out with umbrellas for all those who were still outside. my shirt was with him too. and yes. josia was there with him too. during the night, i was with someone all the way. can't remember who exactly. time almost stopped and ya. can't remember anything after that. woke up with a whole lists of things. as in it was part of my dream as i was still in that dreamy state. so ya. a blue piece of paper with alot of pointers to finish up, was quite obscure. thats bout it..