rainbow after the rain
...written on Friday, Aug. 20, 2004, @ 10:56 p.m.
this week is kinda bad. it started off pretty well but erm, on tuesday, i read someone's blog which totally spoilt my day. was badly shaken of course. anyway, to make matters worse, my supervisor lectured me for using the internet. something like this:
don (my supervisor): kelvin, u are not suppose to use the net.
me: no one say cannot what!
don: u need boss to tell u that issit?
after that i totally ignored him and continue surfing the net. afterall, its still early, like 9am. (that was before i read the blog). it was like a transition towards a really bad day. i continued to do the work given by don but i did it half heartedly. this is what happens when he dun let me do things my way! seriously, i think he is making use of attachment students to finish off his work cuz while me and my friends are busy finishing off his work, he was chatting with his colleagues. bleah
after lunch, i read that someone's blog. my emotions was pretty unbalanced now. tried to pretend that nothing happened but i couldn't. there was this drastic change in my attitude. while reading newspaper, don asked me to help him pack some files in the meeting room.
in the room, there was this box of files which contains the documents which i photocopied earlier on (1 original and 2 photocopied). apparently, he told me to separate the originals from the photocopied. these files had not been checked by the big boss yet, who left it there to go for lunch. i told don that but he said that big boss finished his work already. i just did what i was told which later, he realised his mistake, after i finished sorting out. i was super pissed, throwing the files back into the box. it was super obvious. all these actions of mine contributed to the tension around me. the room was dead silence. don dared not really talk to me or ask me to do things after that. instead, he looked for the other 2 friends of mine. this is the first time i had such problems during work but sometimes its good to show these idiotic supervisors that we are not someone whom u can happily toy with.
it took like 2 or 3 hrs before i became my normal self. phew! that was scary. i know that because i took a picture of me with an angry face in the toilet. haha.
at nite, i prayed to God while listening to some christian songs. its been a long time since i played all those old hymns. i held the phone in my hand, intending to call mich for advice but after listening for like 15 mins, i fell asleep (10pm). what a pig!
nothing interesting for the rest of the week. so i shall skipped that and talked bout today. read a really nice email. haha. everything's back to normal. things always change for the better after i go back to the LOrd. by the way, i was reading isiah. these verses are really encouraging.
isiah 40:30
even youths grow weary and tired, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
isiah 41:10
so do not fear, for i am with you; do not be dismayed, for i am your God. i will strengthen you and help you; i will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
hope they can bless u in your walk with Jesus. cheers!!