attitude of a servant
...written on Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2004, @ 8:46 p.m.
i'm sick,
i should rest
but i dun want to.
sleeping is boring
but essential anyway.
i wanted to take a break,
but i have commitments.
dance, CF, MOB.
alot of things i have to DIY!
no one can help me
cuz its my job.
this is my last week of work,
shld i be happy?
thinking of wad to do during my hols,
i really shldn't waste it.
two weeks are all i've got
i think i sall go shop abit.
i need some formal wear.
presentation is like one week away.
scary but i think i can handle it
eventhough i've not started.
i wanna go out with the MOBBERs,
looking forward to our outings
or even meeting.
i really wished that the girls can
be as united as the guys.
well, at least try.
all of us plays a part
we are doing this for God.
is putting our indifferences aside
that difficult?
For God pple! No one else but God.
mission trip is not a fun trip,
its a training.
we are involved in a ministry
that pple took years to establish.
Auntie Nelly suffered alot there,
she din complain, she wun,
but are we going to spoil it all?
it is not about us anymore.
service is about pple,
pple around us,
pple who need us,
pple who dunno Christ.
its time to make a choice.
a choice to be either
enslaved by ur pride
or to obey God.
we should pray,
pray for transformation,
pray for guidance,
pray for strength,
pray for unity,
pray for love.
we need genuine love.
love that can withstand friction.
i feel that now like
its the accumulation period.
appearing close but not close.
mayb i am too sensitive
but even if thats not true,
there's still rm for improvement ya.
erm. its sorta like a jumble up thought.
no offence. yeah.
but then again.
all of us should do some reflection.
reflect on how we have been treating pple.
are we serving them,
are we encouraging them enough or
are we pulling them down?
we are called to serve pple,
called to encourage believers,
called to love one another.
have we achieved our purpose?
have we love enough?
are we serving or waiting to be served?