wake up!!
...written on Thursday, Feb. 17, 2005, @ 11:04 p.m.
5 more weeks and i am no longer in this miserable school. i dun like the school system, the lecturers are fine but dun like the students. why can't they go school without wearing a mask, why does everyone back stab. whats wrong with u all? thanks for condemning me because of one single thing that i said which in the first place was just a casual remark.
"huh? u are a volleyball player?"
is that really hurtful? is that sentence enough to condemn someone? is not as though i never apologise. compared to what u guys have done to me, this is like peanuts. crap u!!
on the brighter side, i won't see u all for more than a month, considering the fact that we have study breaks. i know u won't want to see me but trust me, i feel it more than u do.
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i am actually kinda pissed now. my project partner is slacking like nobody's business. please don't tell me that u are busy because first of all, u don't have to worry about your cca cuz u don't have one to start with. secondly, u hardly go out. even if u do, u probably reach home around 8 plus. u do not have a church commitment. in short, u just refuse to do anything at all. i have been doing all of the work for this project. all im asking is that at least bother to ask when u dunno what's going on. its not as if i never call to remind u to check ur email. in fact, i called everyday. what did i get in the end? nothing.. u told me this morning that u can't download the attachment. i mentioned in the email (not in the attachment file) to call me if u have any problems. but no, u chose to ignore everything. while we were doing researching in the com lab, u slept and left me with the typing and researching. i didn't say anything because we had a long day. i thought that after u rest, when u go back at least u have more energy to do. what did i get? nothing again. time and time again, i close one eye becuase u are a girl but this is too much. u used to be rather hardworking. ur results are pretty okie but what happened to u now? failing two subjects is no joke. getting scores below 30 is no joke. we have like 5 more weeks, can u please do something about it? this semester is horrible, with all the holidays and school events that are compulsory to attend. i went through it with u. after we got back our results, i seriously think its time for us to wake up. look, even if u dun want to study, spare a thought for your parents. u know they have high expectations on u. u know u can do alot more than that. this is our final lap. let's finish it well ya.
gee. i feel so much better now. heh. back to studies!!